This plague bearing heavy in my mind shows me things
I' wished I'd never seen.
little scenes and movies,
only pictures of death and gloom it shows me.
I fight to survive in a mind I hate to live inside.
Show me how to survive,
this black inside me, forever growing.
This doubt inside my mind,
black thoughts back again this time.
What do I do to push them away?
What if I can't fight?
What if I'm lost to this victimless crime,
of dying inside until I find the time to take my own fucking life?
What if I find the will
to take my own life?
Dreams of death flooding my brain.
In this never ending pain.
It all feels the same.
In this never ending pain,
it all feel the same.
Crippling doubt inside my brain.
Oh how I feel the pain!
Break apart my very bones,
Oh How I feel so alone.
This plague inside me,
It won't let go.
It's been so dark here,
I don't think I'm alone.
This plague inside me,
It won't let go.
Please someone find me,
Out In the dark unknown.
This plague inside me
is all I know.
Please someone find me
in the dark unknown.
Crippling doubt inside of my brain,
Ah how I feel the pain,
This plague inside me
won't let me go,
Please someone find me,
Please someone find me in the dark I call my home
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